national day!!♥

&happy 44Th birthday singapore...

omg my parents are way too much...

they disturb me...

and making me run away...

so embarassing..

right in front

of his eyes..

i'm sorry...

♥

nameless...

i'm addicted to this and it's damn real...
really...
VERY TRUE!!!


heyyo...
bad news peeps..
CCA STARTING NEXT WEEK...
argh..
and i never practice die sia...
i some more very sway this week...
1) i kena award
2) i kena scolded by mr ong..
3) i have to hand up a list of names...
4) i have a CRASHY friday...
5) i have 6 cuts
6) i was chosen to represent band in south zone competition...
7) i kena tat freaking chemical squirt tat changes color when it come in contact with vitamin c...

and there's more...
lol..
went a lot places lazy to blog so
SEE YA!!

ps: got the script...shit sia they never cut off the part of poh keat solo..

is bloody EMBARASSING!!!

new divide

lyrics...

I remember black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies, across this new divide

There was nothing insight, the memory's left abandoned
There was no where to hide, the ashes fell like snow
and the ground caved in between where we were standing
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes, across this new divide

(Instrumental)

In every loss, in every lie,
In every truth that you deny,
and each regret and each goodbye were some mistakes you pray to hide
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies, across this new divide

Across this new divide
Across this new divide

bitter week...

hello ZZZZ
i don;t really enjoy this week..
although i had fun...
jun long is still upset...
jing ru is changing...
and the fact tat i was always being left out
especially in drama...
AND I GOT THE LEAD ROLE (evelyn) again...
this time is majority singing...
sian arh..
than evelyn got this admirer called peng kiat..
guess wat..
he's BOWEN!!!!
OMG..
....
....
....
...
...
...
...
..
MR ONG IS putting a lot of trust on me...
told me and eagan to report to him everyday about those prefects not doing duty..
i wonder why he put so many trust on me..
really...
....
and {a} ...
we seldom talk..
both of us busy..
so ya..
sian arh..
everything is busy...
....................
bye ZZZZZ

holla world...
here blogging in com. lab @school...
yes th computer lag like shit...
stupid jonathan haven't call hui min!!
SHIT la...
this few days never go back early...
went out with hui ling...
yes AYG is over...
stupid boys playing DOTTA...
LOL...
unlucky star is here!! SHIT...
bye...

the decepticons!!!♥

hola world...
yesterday cat class resume...
unfortunately he wasn't there...
had lots of fun ...
played whacko...
dominic and theodore were being penalised...
they have to dance very unglam...
lol...
than got party rain like hell...
today went with jing ru colin and tabbi
watch transformers...
yes it was amazing...
but the movie lasted 2 hour 45 min...
lol...
lots of violence but
very funny..
a little vulguar too...
lol...
ya megan fox is HOT!!!
hasta la vista world...

FINALLY...

ni hao jupiterners...
i'm so HAPPY...
MY BIGGEST DEPLOYMENT OF 50 PREFECTS IS FINALLY OVER!!!
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!XD...
A LOT OF LAST MINUTE CHANGES BUT I MANAGED TO CONQUER IT...
thanks for the encouragement you have given me fellas...
recently change time table again...
sian arh...
oh and i can make high in 4 strokes on my thermometer...
but sherman still pro...1 stroke...
wow..poor thing choon wei kena suspended..
xue wen is the main culprit...
he did foot drills during detention duty...
today mirza asked who want toquit prefect...
surprisingly most of the girls want too...
sigh...
ryan broke his specs again...
wee leong is laughing at him...
sigh...
oh i can't wait for art...
got photoshop...
o.o the whole science block kena quarantined..
oh next week got prefect duty ... FINALLY...
but very little people liao...
the family day postponed...
OH WE GOT GLADIATOR...
is so much better than dunking machine...
tweet...
but we have to earn 400 otherwise we have to fork out money...
just now ate lunch with peeps...
trust me...
jun long loves geraldine...
and he can't stand girl's shopping lol...
today wallet MIA..
edward(see toh) very the...
LOL...
just now check yog website..
have to wait for it must be 18 and above..FVCK...
FINE THEN...
lol...
sian arh...
xiexie jupiterners...

PS: 3 lessons i've learnt from tat major deployment...
1 appoint in charge for group and tell them search.... NOT YOU!!!
2 be prepared for last minute changes...
3 never SMS... they will never reply...

yo! world...
today school start liao...
yipee!!!
today = sleep whole day... NO LESSONS FOR ALL 5 lessons... means... FREE PERIOD!!!yoohoo...
started school with jeyathasan screaming all over again..
sian arh...
sad sia maths teacher change to lee boon kiat...
tat teacher that gave us a punishment copy one word 20 times...
and there are more than a fucking 100 words imagine tat
he's a bloody bastard...
than geraldine playing with people's feelings ask jun long
for stead...
when its FAKE...
and u noe wat he said??
" i dunno whether its true, but by looking into your eyes i think its real"
i was what the hell!!!
stupid bloody hell idiot..
so vulnerable to believing lies...
LOL...
went home saw carmen and jeremy together...O.O
the bus fuging crowed and
andrew is bloody fat...
i have to SQUEEZE through him...
went home talk to aaron...
WHAT THE FUCK he no need to go
school for 7 days..
not LOA..
but HE VOLUNTEER TO GO AYG!!!
WTF, peirce never ask us...
fuck fuck fuck...
only ask us for olympics...
and he down there typing results...
he's the most luckiest guy whereas i'm the unluckiest...
sounds like the movie'just my luck'
O.O...
i still figuring out whos my NEW unlucky star...
i hoping is not ang wee leong.... LOL

I"M BLOODY effin angry...
vanana

amazing life♥

hola world,
tmrw starting school liao...yipee..
yesterday youth mass was great...
i came late and i was being shoved to a super chilly area..
and i swear i was suffering from hypothermia...
lol...
saw mark,josephine,justin and brian there...
lol...
after the whole thing end , was the first one to chiong out..
wait for bus and aaron came and talk to me...
me and him chattig alone...
the only chance...
i felt like freezing the time...
i have to grab wadeva chance i have...
but our littleconversation ended...
went up another bus...
guess wat i saw ANG WEE LEONG!!!!
OMG!!!
but glad he didn't see me..
rachael ps me...
never come ...
but she attending funeral so cannot come...
last night could not sleepat all...
i better tired myself up today so i can sleep peacefully XD
saranghaeyo world...

lala land..

konicniwa gaia...
later going for youth mass can't wait...
so happy i finish homework!!!
LOL...
school going start liao finally can meet my friends...
lol...
dots..
sian arh....
hasta la vista gaia...

HAHAHA

watch this its super funny...

lesson learnt: never play too much and read fairytales...

it sounds like shrek...OOooooo...

miss you...

hey earthlings!
sian arh... cca cancelled because of h1n1...
and jonathan tell me tat he go to affected areas...
very scary!!!
POP also cancelled...
sad sia we all practice so hard...
tan dun have..
bloody fed up...
bring home instrunent..
than got test..
minor scale... ARH!!!!
REALLY VERY BORED!!!
yesterday slept 12 hours flat...
can't wait for school reopen...
yeah tmrw can see my cat class friends{some of them} in youth mass..
never see them for more than a month!!!
FINALLY...

SARANG~heyo,
vananaEuphy

another nothigness unsweet entry!!!

hellos world,
really holidays are going to end in a blink of an eye...
and i haven't finish my homework...
tis week i will be really tied up with band..
because POP is near...
and i'm marching in the contigent...
recently went print band tee...
went 4 shops...
5 buses...
1 taxi...
1 mrt..
and LOTS AND LOTS OF WALKING...
my legs are killing me....
we marhed for 3 hours under the schorching heat of the sun...
but i was surprised i didn't blacked out!
oh thank heavenly heavens...
had weding dinner last night...
was better than expected...
went band today...
super droopy...
arrived late...
very late...
pun came back and kena forced to be quarantined..
if she contract the symptoms we die...
we all have to be quarantined too, for a __
7 days!!!
played wat a wonderful world and played duet with lemon...
and i hated it...
he every time breathe at the wrong place...
super angry..
slack and went home...
did nothing and my day end's here...
hasta la vista, world!!!

part{1}

random... but at least i take the effort to post with pictures wat...

THE QUIZ♥

A is for aaron

1) Do you love this person?

yes

2) Is this person your enemy?

no and he will never...

3) Would you hug this person?

if i have the chance...

B is for beacher(yibo)

1) What do you really think of this person?

he's MADE IN CHINA!!!

2) What’s their favorite color?

i dunno and i dun care..

3) Ever danced with them?

HELL NO!!

C is for CAROL!!

1) What do you think of this person?

she's nice , lovely,sweet,kind.....

2) How far does this person live?

not so far from my house but now she's in shanghai

3) How old is she?

13

D is for dayna

1) How long have you known him/her?

2 years!!

2) Do you like this person?

yeah...she's nice!!

3) Do you hate this person?

HELL NO~

E is for elmo???

1) Have you met their parents?

no...

2) Worst thing about this person?

its RED!~!!!

3) Best thing about this person?

nothing...its a puppet!!!

F is for fion

1) Have you ever dated this person?

no..

2) When is the next time you're going to see him/her?

dunno...in heaven??

3) Do you go to school with them?

no...

G is for geraldine

1) Have you heard this person sing?

ya...

2) What's his/her pet's name?

tobby

3) Will he/she repost this?

probably...

H is for hazel

1) What grade are they in?

p4

2) Is he/she your best friend?

no...she is my sister...

3) Ever done something illegal with this person?

no... she's too innocent

I is for isabelle..

1) What is this persons favorite food?

no idea

2) How did you meet this person?

in church

3) Do you trust them?

no...

J is for jia hui

1) They have any siblings?

er ya... her brother

2) Do you know their favorite song?

OVERTURE JUBILOSO???

3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?

HELLO... i don't want be les...

K is for karin??

1) How old were you when you first met?

12

2) Do you like him/her as a friend?

ok...she is a ahlian you know

3) Would you go to disney world with this person?

see whether got money..

L is for LYNN(niu)

1) Is this person older than you?

ya...

2) Is this person single?

i dunno...

3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?

when there's band

M is for MARYJANE(min jie)

1) How old were you when you first met?

12

2) Whats his/hers pets name?

i don't think she had a pet...

3) Ever danced with this person?

i think so... in a very stupid one...

N is for NINI(twin)

1) How old were you when you first met the person?

12

2) Do you like this person?

YES I LOVE HER!!!

3) What would you do if you had never met this person?

I KILL MYSELF..

O is for olivia( another cow)

1) Are you related?

er...

2) Could you live with this person?

i think so... but she can't drink all my water!!

3) What school do they go to?

the one and only PEIRCE SECONDARY... LOL

P is for Punyanit :D

1) Have you been to the mall with this person?

nope... but i wish to..

2) How about a sleepover with them?

YES TAT WOULD BE FUn..

3) Does this person have a job?

no... she is still studying!!

R is for rachael

1) Have you heard this person sing?

i think so..

2) Will she/he repost this?

i dunno whether she has a blog..

3) When does this person look best?

in church??

S is for sin yine

1) Is this person taller than you?

ya...but i will catch up...

2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?

ya... but she flirts..

3) Is this person your friend?

ya...

T is for therese

1) What grade is this person in?

sec 2

2) Would you hug this person?

ya..

3) Do they live close to you?

how would i know...

V is for VANESSA(teo)

1) Would you do anything for him/her?

er ya..

2) Do you consider them a friend?

ya...

3) Have you met any of his/her family?

i think so..

W is for weeleong(i have no names so i put his)

1) Is this person loud or quiet?

LOUD...VERY LOUD!!

2) Have you seen this person dance?

NO.. and i won't!!

3) What color eyes does this person have?

blackish-brown..

Y is for yi ting

1) How old were you when you first met this person?
12

2) What do you think of this person?
she's ok but sometimes i can't stand her...

3) Have you heard this person sing?
er... somehow...

KABOOM!!!
had band today...
played song for 1 hour and 3 hours of marching...
so glad tat i didn't faint..
LOL..
pathethic you know...
got to march with bamboo pole...
do a lot of marching and i'm freaking tired!!!
AND DAMN i forgot tat command...
went discussed band tee...
and bought smthg to drink cos very thirsty bused home and slack...

GGR....♥

7---Bp-----hR--- 1 0
now tats my subject combination...
i know its mock streaming..
but i'm super furious i didn't get it...
because of BIO!!!!
stupid physics bring down my grade!!!
so itook 7 subject combination of history biology{pure} comb. physics and DRAMA!!!
and i am the only one in the level have this combination...
AND...
I DIDN"T GET IT ..
FVCK..
COME ON I"M THE ONLY ONE JUST GIVE IT TO ME...:(
walao///
and i'm the only one in class taking drama ...
very sway!!!
ya 6 people interested...
i wonder why so many people don't like drama???
i find it fun!!!
LOL..
YA FVCK SCIENCE!!!

another QUIZGHFGKHGKFGFG♠

(1)The first contact in your HP?
aaron
(2) The sweetest person in your life?
aaron
(3) The closest male to you?
aaron
(4) The person you are chatting with now.
no one
(5) The languages you speak?
chinese emglish
(6) The last person whom you screwed?
aaron
(7) One word about your life now?
LOST
(8) Where do you wish to study?
california
(9) What are you specially good at?
i dunno... acting???
(10) Would you date someone younger than you?
HELL NO!!~
(11) What are you to yourself?
i dunno..an alien??
(12) Do you forgive people easily?
depends on wat tat person did..
(13) Which girl is precious to you now?
carol
(14) Your dressing style?
depends on my mood
(15) How different are you from other girls?
i dunno?? secretive?mysterious?
(16) The bad point about yourself?
losing friends
(17) The last contact in your hp?
zaneta
(18) Your hp wallpaper?
myself
(19) Screen saver?
my monkey!!
(20) Your favourite song?
our song by taylor swift(currently)
(21) The two hated contacts in your hp?
isabelle and pamelia
(22) Can you learn a language in 10 days?
i dunno.. i learn japanese in 5!
(23) One gorgeous girl you came across?
NINI~!!!
(24) Whose your biggest enemy?
renna quek!!
(25) Which gang do your support?
i dunno..
(26) What do you think about gangsters?
THEY ARE MAJOR LOSERS!!!~
(27) Proper age to join a gang?
18... mature first ma...
(28) Do you have a blog?
DUH!! otherwise i won't be doing this quiz
(29) What do you think about modelling?
i dunno...all i know is i have not met the height requirementXD
(30) Whose approval do you usually seek first?
my dad..♥

QUIZAFGSFKIJGDKKGKSGKJB♥

1) What kind of person are you?
er...i dunno...
2) Have you ever stayed with someone before?
er... wat you mean??
3) Have you ever try smoking?
nope... and i will never
4) Who is your first boyfriend?
i dunno...i don't count tat as first..
5) Who is your last boyfriend? Last or latest?
er... noone
6) What is your greatest wish?
to be with the one i love..
7) If you have a choice, would you want a boyfriend?
ya..
8) If a hunk woo you,would you accept him?
depends...
9) Do you love your family?
ya..
10) Do you love your friends?
so~so
11) How much you want for your pocket money?
$15 dollars per day... money is never enough!!
12) If you have $1 now,what will you do with it?
buy ice cream!!
13) If your boyfriend break with u, will u cry?
ya...i hav emotions hor..
14) What is your Favourite song?
i dunno...i think jupiter fantasy..♥
15) Who is your favourite singer?
er... JJ
16) Do u like to read magazine?
YA!!!
17) You prefer a guy who is same age as u or a guy who is older than u?
both okay..but i prefer same age..
18) Is your grandparents still living on Earth?
DUH!!
19) Do u love your grandparents?
so~so
20) What kind of movie do u like to watch?
i dunno... comedy meets romance and a bit of violence!!
21) Have u ever try raw food?
can't rember
22) What is your favourite food?
PORK STEW!!
23) What is your name of your first pet?
SNOWBALL..sob...
24) What is your favourite instuments?
.euphonium
.FLUTE♥
.....
25) Tag 8 people to do this :
carol
nini
san zhi
jasmine
derine
justin
zaneta
huiling

UPDATES(1)

ok wateva....
i have noting to do....
i sincerly apologise tat i never update tat much ok...
so i'll tell you wat have i been sneaking...
LOL...
{drumroll please}
kabomkabomkaboom
...i JUST CAME BACK from a BACK TO BACK camp....
(i felt like i'm one of those peeps in orange aka the came-a-lot instructors)
one was my adventure camp...
wohoo...
i LOVE CMELOT...
I LOVE KAYAKING!!!!
so 1st day was high elements....
we had to climd a 5 m pole and jump to reach for that trapeze...
and zan stand on the pole for more than 5 mins which seem like 20 mins to us...
i didn't reach for the trapeze because i want to just jump down!!!
we had to run on a swinging log...
which was bloody hell fun!!!!
and zan walk across the whole thing...
i jog and brisked walk...
halfway to the finishing line,
i was being hanged...the belayer pulled the rope super tight till my leg wasn't touching the log...
LOL...
I HATE LEE JUE CHEN!!!!
during the night trust walk, he go the other direction...
bastard sia...
so we bathe..
the toilet was horrendus sia...
dead insect were everywhere..
even the cleanest toilet has a GIANT SPIDER THERE...bo bien..
so mass shower...
SHIOK SIA!!!!
oh...
we had this campfire prep. thing...
tats when my 100 plane past by...
so a big wish was made...
we were super enthu...
the flea fly mosquito cheer we cheer on our own...
make until instructor kenneth aka the donkey climb up the stairs to the 2nd floor
attempting to jump down...
i was disappointed because i wanted him
to go down the zipline without a harness..
lol...
we slept...but i can't sleep....
i counted till plane 158 and drifted to dreamland...
its the second day and i was waken up by the complaints for switching on the lights...
wash up...
and did some bloody lame morning exercise...
and as usual...
TEMPERATURE TAKING!!!
so we had breakfast...
and off we are into the sea...
we started kayaking...
me and min jie together..
i sat at the front and she at the back...
so off we were...
we learn the basics...
my weakest skill,
THE REVERSE PADDLING..
so we had to listen to instructor's instruction...
the "parking" was the most difficult....
i hit many instructors till i owe
a COKE, CAKE and 2 PRESENTS...
LOLLOLLOL...
guess wat sheman and toilet brush capsize twice
till toilet brush lost his specs...
AND ME AND MJ NEARLY CAPSIZE 5 TIMES..
so off we were sea rafting...
there was an instructor called yuan long
and we keep calling him jun long...
LOL...
so we sea raft it was bloody hell tiring...
so we said wateva comes to our mind and we paddle instead
of saying row row...
and sheman and bai kuan PURPOSELY jump into the sea...
TWICE...
we were shouting BOY OVERBOARD...
LOL...
so we went into the coast to do river crossing...
surprisingly there was no river...
SO WE CROSS THE SEA GOING INTO THE MOONSOON DRAIN..
it was duper cool...
we did it twice...
wow ...
we in the water floating sia..
super shuang...
SHIOK...
BUT..jing ru kena ne big cut down her thigh..
because she didn't abseil herself propperly...
and she fell right in front of me...
so i have to maintain balence on a 45 degrees steep slope..
for 5 minutes with tat tidal waves tat rush in...
phew heng sia...
noting happen...
in the end we had to carry the kayak back to the campsite...
which is duper heavy...
so we rinse ourself and we had lunch...
and our high elements(2)
so we did our rock climbing indoors which is fun...
i met that loose rock with no other rock anywhere reachable..
but i managed to conquer and touch the pole...
I SWEAR I SAW THE BELAYER FLEW UP WHEN IT WAS BOYANG
TURN TO CLIMB....3 MATURE ADULTS HAVE TO PULL THE BELAYER DOWN..
OMG!!!
went for abseil..
2nd last customer of the day...
BOYANG (again) ABSEIl...
make instructor raizan AKA 4TH WORLDS STRONGEST MAN
SCARED...
i was LOL...
i went down and i did wadeva tat instructor on top says...
but one thing is i fell my first step...
and i smashed with my arm fighting against friction...
which seem like i smash on my face...
i SWEAR I WALKED DIAGONALLY DOWN...
it wasn't easy to be spder man...
bathe and ate dinner...
preparedd for campfire..
THE FIRST TIME WE H(ORNY) campers came together...
we did our cheers...
and we had a game of 007...
SUPER FUN...
tan its showtime...
super duper fun...
mongkheng came...
and that MOTHER F was laughng at everything...
everyone single plane fly by and we say...
{OMG ITS SUPER MAN}
yepsh...
so the pickchas time...
alot of UNGLAM pics sia...
than that projector a lot of technical glitch...
so mdm foong told us to donate more money..
LOL...
went and sleep....
i managed to sleep peacefully because i was bloody hell tired...
3rd day...
some bloody hell loser go on the light at 6!!!!
basket sia...
i actuall wan sleep for 45 more mins...
wash up and enjoy our last moments in the dorm...
gather...
eat breakfst...
talk...
gossip...
bond...
play games...
take pictures..
and woosh ...
our phones are back...
talk...
than it was time for the best camper...
2e2
group(G)
female camper: shanine
mae camper:thaqif
group(H)
female camper; aysha
male camper: sherman...
i was shocked...
ya...
and we have a pet from camp...
the garden snake...
tat bond closer...
i wonder where is it now???
we bid farewell and bused peirce...
w had a short de brief and was dismissed went with gang
to eat...
we MISSED SCHOL FOOD A LOT...
and one grup of people did tat makan cheer thing...
and the sec one are staring at them...
bused home with kor , mj and thaqif...
LOL...
went home and slept like a pig...
YAWN...
there will be post n the ther camp soon...
pikchass time!!

{A} please read this...

so i'm back with this crappy blogging thing

living my blog up otherwise it will be forever stuck

at day 4 of SYF

lots of things happened ....

but i dun wan to mention it...

sigh..

i'm sulking up right now...

WOOTS exam are over

and my psp is back..

i played till i wasn't in the mood now...

because of him..

sigh..

yuan huey said that why everyone this period attached?

sigh...

i gotten my leg pai karh not long ago

i passed 2.4

i rejected someone

i bond closer with my frens

i witnessed my fren doing smthg bad

i witnessed my friend being asked for stead.

i witnessed wat is true love

i witnessed wat is the pain of love..

i cried

i laugh

i witnessed betrayal

i had fun

a realised i changed

i realised I'M LONELY

i realised tat i have to grab wateva chance i have

i witnessed weird dreams

i experienced boredem

I WITNESSED HE STOP MESSAGING AND STOPPED AT 201 MESSAGES

i experienced sadess

i realised i've changed

A LOT

i HATED my LIFE FROM TAT VERY MINUTE...

see...

this sms relationship can only last 3 weeks...

I SEEN LOVE DIED WAY TOO MANY TIMES...

I WITNESSED/EXPERIENCED/FOUND...

SO MANY THINGS!!!!

way too many things tat send my head go whirl...

sigh...

[can you please forgive me just this once?]

i put my trust in you, i see you as my (best) friend but how could you do this? pls forgive me and just say yes?i'm moody now and i need you ... your sweet smile... come save me , my guardian angel...

all i want to say is don't go don't leave me alone i___ you