we gotta fight for this love

So studying with earnest and his friend, jon. HAHA BEST EVERRRRRRRRR.

LOL  paedophile alert.

ohmyohmy everybody is like talking about retaining.

the word 'retain' is getting way freaky. ALL WE GOTTA DO in order to prevent it is to act like nerds and study like some hardcores, don't know and stuffs ask and you will know it. JUST GOTTA BUCK UP AND PULL UP YOUR SOCKS AND SPRINT TO THE FINISH LINE !!~!

 

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i dun want my friends to retain maybe i should really teach them like some hardcore. i'm gonna try till i reallyreally can. practice makes perfect YAWWWWWW.

 

i studied and i'm like kinda resting.

 

GOD I PRAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY...

 

V

I'm different.

the last time i actually fell (and drop out) in love was in june. LIFE HAS CHANGED and i find myself different from what i was. STARTING ANEW is a difficult thing. no matter how difficult it is, i will still persevere.i regretted making those mistakes i regretted for being who i was before. I SWEAR my life has changed totally from the day i join TOG. being with them was the awesomest (Y). and i have just a little dirty secret to share, i kinda find someone in there super different treating him super different. however i'm gonna let it go. IF that love comes back. we are seriously too fated. my life's in a bliss now and i love it

xoxo
V

when you're sick

SO MY VOICE IS SCREWED.
(after all that hardcore drama well after all not that hardcore yet)

lesson learnt:
1 never flood/spam lozenges into your mouth just to save your voice (I got a damn bad stomach ache)

2 DRINK HONEY (save your voice instantly)
HEEHEE MY BESTIE SO CUTE thanks earnest :D

3 nvr sleep in aircon room when you're sick. ( AWWW I SLEPT)



OKAY I'M GONNAGONNA STUDY COS THIS IS TOO CHIO HAHA WTH AM I TALKING
BYE PPLLLLLLLLL

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I don't have to wish for 11:11 anymore

I don't have to wish for 11:11 anymore because I don't really keep track of 11:11 but however that minute itself I just kept thinking of _______ if its in the weekend he will no doubt turn around. OMG SO DAMN FATED but I can't confirm yet. this is GOD'S plan for me and I'm ready. ready for what he have prepared for me.

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HAHA I ♥ YOU EPICS

sorry if i wasn't bloging that often. my life is really way busy even during the holidays

HAHA I LOVE DANCE PARTY TTM CAN.

AND I GOT HOOKED ON jubeat (damn its like a drug)

and all that hardcore rehearsals just for yesterday's performance.

epic is gonna be a major part of my secondary school life.

i never knew i could dance till i met all these awesome ppl ;D

OHMYOHMY i miss TOG :(((

Hey meet my sister :DDDD


Holidays coming to an end :(
I'm still alive at 1.34 am.
Dance party is still on.
Ciao I gottaa sleep now cos movie tmrw

Let me repeat myself again: JUBEAT IS ADDICTIVE (Y)




xoxo

dance dance like this

WHATS WITH THIS GUYS WHO COMMENTED ON YOUR TAGBOARD. SPAMMERS MAN

okay like finally im blogging.
so many things actually happen.
weird stuff to be exact
LEARNING DANCE, AKIDO AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS OMG
LIFE IS SO COOOOOOLLLLLLL!

so hell yeah my holiday is like gone to partying. gahh i need to study. -,-
my mom still doesn't understand me. treats me like a five year old.
thats the reason why i just dun wanna go home.
without dad around life sucks
i envy ppl who can do whatever they what.
but the thing is because they have an incomplete family :/
but some kids with complete family still have the freedom.
THE WORLD IS UNFAIR.
FML

however i like my outside life better than my home life.
COS OUTSIDE WITH ALL THOSE AWESOME FRIENDS
my parents think i got into bad company, WHERE GOT?!?
i don't smoke and do all those illegal stuff...
HEY I'M A LAW ABIDING CITIZEN
i cant wait to be 16 right now. ALL THOSE FREEDOMS.

I WANNA GO LASALLE I WANNA GO LASALLE

sigh whatever.......... ...... ...... ....
life sucks just admit it.

BTW GUYS PLS GO FOR THIS:

yeah its like my church dance party and im like one of the planners !!!
September 11 2010, 7pm.

Dance Club @ Church of Christ The King.

$10 per person, buy 9+1 free.

Strictly for those 13-18 years of age.
HAHA STRICTLY NO ALCOHOL. HAHAHAHAHA
OMG PLS GOOOOOO. I <3 you guys if you all GOOOOOOOOO ...
call me at @92718612 if you wanna ask more questions


CIAO SEE YOU AT THE DANCE FLOOR

I MISS YOU PUNYANIT

:(


i never know till today actually how much a friend affected me, in a positive way. her name is punyanit. even though i only known her for two years, it seems like we known each other since forever. i wish i could spend more time with her, but it seems that its just too late. she left for canada today at 1.30PM. and she is still on the flight. watching her go in the departure hall really sends many ppl to tears. and i just get all over emotional whenever i hug her, knowing that this will be the last time i get to hug her and spending her last few minutes in singapore together. its like almost seeing someone on their death bed. seeing her shadow and listening to the words that she spoke to me on the phone, it can just send me to tears. all those crying in church for two days can see how much i will really miss her. practically the whole TOG was there for me. these are the friends that are true. i have to face the fact and accept it that she have to go. I WANT CHRISTMAS NOW AND FOREVER BECAUSE SHE PROMISE SHE WILL BE BACK. i really gonna miss her alot :(((((((



this guardian angel that God have sent me.



thanks earnest,justin,jared,kyra,joie,isabelle,mike,alex,brian and everyone else for cheering me up.



i gonna have to face this again. another friend leaving………..

Just a helping hand

Have you ever wanted to help someone but hesitated and just ignored it?

That is what happened to me on Friday. Talk about being a good christian

God was telling me something that day went I was out with the girls
He told me to stare at the blind woman
She was flipping the chair nervously trying to open it. She's a busker
I wanted to help her but I was so close, so close to helping her but I failed.

Instead I hesitated and just walked away, pretending I did not stare at her at all, totally
Leaving her alone trying to open the chair

Yet i made someone's day too
Yes the person was nurul
We surprised her with a nutella cake and we can see that she was really touched we even let her sing to her fav Korean songs with Vienna
GOSH I REALLY LOVE THOSE GIRLS ALOT!

Gotten inspiration from a stranger?
Yes I did after leaving the blind woman alone.
It was the kbox guy apparently he is a new worker.
He's really helpful and he made me feel guilty for not helping the blind woman
He was the guy who set up the cake and gave a big surprise.

See how little things like this could make someone's day.


xoxo

Ps: will be on hiatus cos I seriously need to study
Will try to be back soon, stay tune! :D

and daren Macbeth movie is porn! :P

CHANGE thats the thing we have been talking about

first things first to ask : are you resillient?

FYI:characterized or marked by resilience: as a : capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture b : tending to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change

this was what eagan asked me.
to tell you the guys we apparently failed to make her step down.
but what mr yeo said was true.
i've come out up with a plan that should make it better.
but its kept secret

how resilient are you?
i remember mrs low asking this question.
to be frank i used to not be resilient at all.
once fallen , cannot bounce back.
but alot of things happen
it made me stronger,better and faster
i'm a much positive person now.

whatever happen just now it made me did alot of thinking.
do i myself have flaws that are really obvious.
everyone makes mistakes
cos nobody is perfect
all you need to do is to give them a second chance

i know that we have given alot of chances though
but i myself couldn't even take over the board if she have to step down
because as mr yeo say i could not communicate properly and that is the truth

just move on and go with the plan if she still do not want to change, then sayonara
be resilient don't get down because of these setback.
nothing is gonna stop us
and the next step will be a better one.
i swear to you.

fall the hard way and learn your lesson.

another chance. use it wisely. turn over a new leaf

Money makes people way greedy

"money money money in a rich man's world!"

Seriously can money fall like rain from the sky please????

I'm really fretting over money right now.

1) hokkaido band trip in nov
It's worth $2800 but mr B subsidized till $2060 (not much difference cos of the two :( )
And I just bloody hell called the edusave enquiry line and I spammed it so badly and my account only left with $55 _|_
I wanna wash cars now to minimize the fare that I have to pay by hard cash

2) Class tee
$17.50 !!!! My dads gonna kill me cos I have to buy so many shirts. I hope it's in the right size I dun wanna waste my money

3) _|_ Chinese o'level revision book

4) I owe Cheryl Kok and Lynne Ong money. If I hadn't lost my wallet then -.-

6) BUKIT TIMAH GEOG TRIP $8

5) actually I need money for everything

DAD PLEASE GIVE ME AN ATM CARD PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP?
(gosh I sounded like a spoilt brat)

Seriously I'm like draining my dad's money from his bank account
Imagine $2060 on the cheque
Some pickpocket will just steal it from me.

sigh why can't the government top up edusave accounts when it's below 100 . Seriously man I have to stay with the 55 bucks till next year pathetic much. -.-
Budget school eating up all my edusave money. I could get a bursary but what for MY DAD OVERSHOT THE CRITERIA
his salary is like double the criteria

Damn it

My dad earns alot but he have like what four people to feed
I guess I'm seriously the most expensive child

I remember asking him whether I could go lasalle to take up theatre studies. However the school fee was $10,000 according to dani. AND HE SAID NO. he said no to my passion now I have to find an alternative way

Seriously why must my elusive finish at this point of time, see how troublesome it made my life like

I wanna be budget. Please support me.
xoxo

Shut the

Fag. There's so many test GG


xoxo

You and I collide

Have you ever heard your favorite song being played many times at the same time, SAME PLACE? ironic much though

My favorite song is 'collide' by howie day
I rmb I sang it in church camp infront of Aaron
Okay that's the past
I once told god 'whoever can play that song on guitar in front of me is really someone who really made my day (i don't get this part:/)
So ya it started on Friday when earnest started playing that song through his iPhone and he and Joel were singing it. And it sounded awesome. I was grateful to god because of this. It was the only best song out of the emo songs that was played
Then Saturday before TOG there was this guy who played that song in church. It made me really happy
After TOG they played the song again.

Just realized it IT ALL HAPPENED IN CHURCH
EITHER THROGH GUITAR OR PHONES
AND ALWAYS SANG BY GUYS IN MY CHURCH

AND ALL KNOW HOW TO PLAY GUITAR

Seriously this is a signal from God
And it's difficult for me to explain it.
Especially the words. 'you and I 'collide''
So cool (Y)

Yesterday was a great day though besides the band part
I can't perform for showcase cos of outdoor performance at macritchie _|_

And I think I can't perform for scc day
FML.

went home after TOG got scolded and went to brian's house to study
We did. And it was productive Alex could be a tuition teacher
Earnest gave up and said he wanted to be a priest cos they no need math. But in the end he changed his mind, cos priest could not get married MAJOR LOL

Then we watched rec2 PURE HORROR
it's all in SPANISH AND ONE GUY WAS SUPER VULGAR he kept saying fuck
Like every single line also have it
However I still don't know the F word in Spanish
I was scared at first but it wasn't scary though
Exorcism of Emily rose is way SCARY
it's all about mad zombies running around and getting head shot to get killed FUCKING FUNNY (Y)
Sadly I have to leave halfway so I didn't really know the story
I WANNA HAVE MORE OUTINGS LIKE THIS. but it will rise up my dads bp
Cos I could make him angry. When will be the right time dad???

My cute cousins are here. But I have to study _|_

Ps I have a tumblr :stuckinafairytale

Friends are rainbows in my life

"rainbows have seven colors and you are lucky if you have seen one"

RAINBOWS they are really beautiful they bring happiness in the sky because of its seven colors
When was the last time I actually seen a rainbow?
It was this week
It was gorgeous but sadly it only lasted for five minutes and after that it drizzles and the rainbow disappear. However this wasn't the best rainbow I've seen. The best was in sec one during PE lesson. HELL YEAH IT WAS A DOUBLE RAINBOW. and it's super rare. That was the last time I actually seen a double rainbow

I grew up believing that rainbows are only found in australia
But surely I gonna prove that person wrong. How many times have I seen rainbows?? COUNTLESS.

My friends could be the rainbows of my life
They bring happiness into my life just like how the rainbow bring happiness into the sky
However they are the rainbows that last forever,never will they disappear but some will
No matter rain or shine they are still there

FOR YOU ALWAYS
START LOVING.

xoxo

Like a jar of stars they are kept close

so I won't be really blogging often as I'm really busy and now I blog with meaningful stuffs

So lately TOG WAS AWESOME really doing all the weird stuffs together.I have to construct a play but I don't know how.
Drama has been alright watched mercury,a really touching play
Band was alright,I have to organize a cleaning session
Prefect,just pumped the sec two sigh.................

After school times are awesome with all the friends we have

Just realized after June holidays many things happen.
People change and I got a hint that my friends got stolen. It's like everything happening all over again. Thinking about that it reminded me on the 2nd last day of school incident. That was the past but I moved on. Seriously girl don't be a sadist and hate everyone start loving and you will never regret. Be yourself, not a hypocrite. If you still continue hurting ppl, sooner or later they will find out. And that's the truth cos karma will catch up with you. I hope you'll reflect. Stop hating each other as it's not worth your time. It's weird when you see friends or rather GOOD friends hating each other. Stop hurting yourself,what for? STOP ALL THE STEREOTYPING IT'S NOT WORTH IT SERIOUSLY.

Just forgive and forget it's not worth wasting your time. AFTER THAT JUST MOVE ON AND LIVE HAPPILY


Ipraythatgodwilltouchyourheart

I haven't been blogging lately cos I'm seriously busy ._.
many thing happen and I feel like I'm lagging behind

So far I love drama lessons cos mr Yeo seriously is an AWESOME TEACHER I can't wait for what we gonna do pantomime FTW

MY HOUSE HAVE CABLE
BAND IS LIKE EVERYDAY YEAH FOR TWO WEEKS
I'm getting bored and starting to hate band more

Yeah I finally gotten my wallow talkie duty back LOL

I LOVE MATHS AND CHINESE WHICH IS WEIRD I'm actually paying attention in class :O
TOG is seriously fun

I hate myself I can't pronounce my consonants properly IT HAPPENED IN TOG NOW IN DRAMA... why ???

I WANNA DSA TO VJC USING DRAMA(thanks Mario)

Oh I LOVE MY FOURTH VALVE I'M USING IT NOW:D

I lost my phone last sat. Diannes birthday
I didn't cry
Saw kenji that day HAHA HOGWART
OUT OF ALL THE WORST DAYS IN LIFE HE ACTUALLY APPEARED
I'm over Him already officially after three years I felt how much freedom I have after I went over him

My psp was loaned to Yibo now

MY IPODTOUCH HAVE IOS4
POP IS OVER IT'S AWESOME THIS YEAR

I think I'm drifting apart from my sisterhood because of band
SLR LOOKS AWESOME NOW
I MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT
YESTERDAY ALOT OF SENIORS CRIED YEAH MR LIM._.

Weihao and qikang thought I like afdw WTSHIT

I MISS EVERYBODY AND PLS GIVE ME YOUR CONTACTS

after tmrw FREEDOM AT LAST
wish me luck and pray for us

I try to blog more often after tmrw... I need a breather to get me out of this box.















xoxo

Homecoming

Sorry for not updating blog sigh
K saturday had band mr lin came and conduct learned alot
Then mr lim conduct FML he love to say the truth said my section was the worst section._. _|_
so yeah overshot time went to sentosa for CC3 outing
Met alex and neil at serangoon than take to habourfront
Stupid escalators we went up and down THE WRONG WAY
mer audrey for lunch didnt eat
Then head to sentosa
They all say at palawan beach
Walked around palawan three times but still cant find them call jared went buy water than go siloso in the end they are there
So play in the water LOL
DAMN FUN PLAY LOTS OF GAMES AND TALKED ALOT sunburn like shit but i didnt get the worst tanline changed and went to vivo met annmarie and left with andrew and joseph
Joseph joining TOG :D haha earnest i did your job went home damn tired

Sunday:
HAPPY FATHERS DAY
yeah went for 9.45 am mass
Then bumped into gabriel
Sean joel and isabelle LOL
than saw desiree and justin
Went hub with gab cos got nthg to do LOL
talked like damn alot than gab left to lan with andrew
Wander around hub then went home
Watched glee
Than earnest called but didnt answer COS I FELL ASLEEP WATCHING SINGAPORE AGAINST SOUTH KOREA IN BADMINTON
Lol they mariokart at joels house
Had dinner DAMN FULL

Monday:
ECP WITH EEROY -<3
went hub meet the gals
Then go j8 meet the rest LOL SHERMAN DISMANTLED HIS BMX
LOL
then 'lunch'
Took 13 to ecp bus ride damn long
Rollerblade first with van teo zan and jannah LOL
CUTECUTE SOCKS
van and jan forgotten how to skate so me and zan train
Bumped into sherman and his BMX HAHA
FELL OFF THE SLOPE WITH VAN
EPIC
SHE FINALLY LEARN HOW TO SKATE
YEAH bump into the seven guys who bike THREE INJURIES
james toe was like bleeding like shit leroy leg was bleeding
Lol stupid chong lee
Then went and raid a vending machine LOL
NEIL SAID HE SAW ME :O
Lol
Chionged back
Haha van teo an her escorts
Cos cannot find the other bladers except jaben
Went mac skate thru order milo then chionged back return skates then the cyclist all want to cycle to chagni CRAZY 30 KM IN 2 HOURS :O
Took care of sherman's BMX
ENDED UP RIDING IT
DAMN COOL LAH SPEED PAST PPL CANT SIT AND HAVE NO BRAKES(Y)
Went and sit on the rock LOL
THAN WENT BACK
HAHA FAKE BUSTOP RUNNED AFTER BUS 13
Then bused home
Went home straight

Tuesday(today)
Band today was late
Warm up blahblah
Mr nomani came
He told us loads of stuff
His introduction was funny lah
TSUNAMI LOL
Then he did loads of stuff... Learned alot LOL
than went and eat lahhhhh
Oh joanne had braces
Ate then go melissa phay's house
Damn fun i <3 momo LOL
HER ROOM DAMN COOL CAMWHORE.jammed. Do hmwk
Haha her mother was funny and naggy
LOL then learned alot of stuff went home
LOL


Ps: i dun really care about you alrdy sigh I WANNA GO ADOR ROOM NOW
xoxo

stardom:DDD

k todays been a blast errr i mean yesterday cos i'm  at 1.30+

(shit dude i'm crazy)

so sectionals sian

juniors running around i was damn bloody pissed...

:/

san zhi ask me for my psp

FINALLY SOMEONE TO LOAN

then stayed in school

helped the sec2 in drama

LOL

then talked to zan and dan

HAHA AWESOME

jam at hall

stupid guy with his testtest 123 HAHAH

than zao to hub

had 'lunch'

then bought nail polish

dan go home

went to zan's house

AHAHA

her laptop so damn small

LOL LOL

pedicure for me and manicure  for her...

i seriously fail lahhhh

LOL

WOAH CHIOCHIO NEON ORANGE HAHAHA

then went home

didn't eat dinner...

go TOG...

haha justin was like dancing to songs damn funny manzxc

went ador room

earnest phone rang LOL

than meeting lahhhh

damn slack

than did monologue than played charades

HAHA AVATAR

LOL ALEX

it was damn funny

LOL INGLOURIOUS BASTERDS HAHAHA

than end liao

than went coffee shop

haha used alex IPHONE

LOL

DAMN FUNNY

than go hub than go home

did drama...

gosh.... I MISS MY DAD

(thanks earnest)

i think i going for CC3 outing... :DDDD

tehpengunderthestarswithducks

k sorry was too busy to blog or i seriously lost the motivation too.

OKAY OFFICIALLY I JOINED TOG :D

(lke finally yaw)

BUT IM ON PROBATION...

friday: CUT HAIR WOOTS SIDE BANGS

went with joyce then go tog

haha NEIL LOL LOL

earnest and his disgusting PRATA EEYUR

LOL

so funny

went home @1030

WOOTS(Y)

saturday: didn't go band ._.

did cip HAHAHA

amk-->bishan-->novena-->orchard

HAHA SUPER LONG ESCALATOR

sheet i drop my donation can about 5 times._.

freak out one auntie

oh the cyclist LOL

then after that went for TOG

lol damn funny

then went home and bathe leave house for shuqun concert

LOL NAT TAY

then had loads of fun HAHAHA

then went eat 'dinner'

then zhao home

HAHAHHA

sunday: woke up at 6

went to church then go to IJTP

HAHA GPS

LOL performance was great teh ping under the stars... with ducks

then went and eat at j8

hehe then go joel's house

MARIO KART

woah jared and brian are seriously hardcore manzxc

 my thumb hurt so much

auntie making us FAT

HAHAHA

than went home

oh kyra and justin walked to church WOWOWOW

monday:band WOW YEAH MY EMBROCHURE IS BACk

JONATHAN IN MALAYSIA

omg COOLCOOL EVERYBODY SO DAMN OMG HUNGRY

tuesday: errrrrrrrrrrr SAW CHRISTINE YANG DUNNO HOW MANY TIME

SHE PUT BRACES

HAHA MET VAN TEO FOR PROJECT

THEN BUMP INTO WEI JIN AND JABEN

HAHAHA

then arcade all the way WOOTS (Y)

then went home

wednesday: did nthg watch gLee..

thursday: HAHA YU HENG IS SO EPIC AND SO IS ALEX

HAHA ALEX AND EARNEST ASKING ME GO SHOPPING... WTH GUYS HAHAHA

OH KENJI GOT OWNED SO BADLY KAY GOTTA GO...

I AM AWESOME

OKAY LAZY TO BLOG ABOUT MALAYSIA...
i ♥ all those activities there :D
I'm AS DARK AS DOM. NOW...
teehee
kk
have been slacking at home
skipped one band prac.
HAHA EARNEST HAVE BEEN FLOODING MY MAILBOX BUT NVM :D
GOT MY GLEE BUT CAN'T WATCH :REGIONAL CODE...
well its showing today.
haha i miss BLUESPECS.BLUE WATERBOTTLE♥ he went to HC SLC
fated
now he's in japan
I MISS MY FRENS
met with vanessa vongola on SAT. to do the stats thingy
arcade after that HAHA SNOW GOOSE
sun: met with wildcats(CC3 CAMP GROUP) for mass.
haha NEIL
mass was awesome...
then me and therese and nicodemus went arcade...
bloody hell fun yeah
wanna go again :D
monday was stoning all the way
tuesday went band
HAHA MY EMBROCHURE IS MISSING... GG
its BLUESKY AND SUNSHINE now and I'm DANCING IN THE WIND
LOL
went to eat then blahblah...
today same thing...
helped publicity to design...
HAHAHA
MARKER THROW
than went and eat.
than icekimo...
I'M SCARED OF PLAYING TRUTH OR DARE WITH Tan Yi Heng , Jaben Sim 'Kloo , Punniexz Siripun , Lynne Ong , Jingwen Wang ESPECIALLY Toh WeiJin COS HE create poison that TASTE SUPER SWEET and i can get diabetes


jaben's a CHEATER :D
HAHAHA than went home...
FB NOW :D
band tmrw.... ._.
alot of them will be at shuqun and MTDC... sigh SEC3's ARE DEPLETING

ps: i love this song alot played in church camp