"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

TAIWANNNNNN

and yes harro humans

im back from TAIWAN!

awesome nice place

i swear that this is one of the most awesomnest trip EVER

i miss the cold weather, the chaos, the lights, the shopping. the food ...........

kinda lazyto blog all

i really love amnda yong shi hui!!!

HAHA ICEBERG EVERYMORNING!!

SHIOK TTM!!!

I MISS starbuckssssss ._.

PICS ARE UPLOADED ON fb

YES http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=55389&id=1526794176

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wheee!!! LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING

ZANETA CHAN YEN PING AT MY HOUSE NOW!! HEHEHEHEHE ♥

AND YES TMRW KICKSTART THE AYD ROUTINE!!!

TAOPAYOH SPORTS HALL GONNA BE MY NEW HOME

AND PLEASE NKOREA PLEASEHAVE PEACE!!!!

leaving all these stuff behind for a little while

YES! TOMORROW i'll BE IN TAIWAN!!!! can't wait!
OMG IM SO HIGH ALRDY!
gonna miss tons of ppl especially the AYD kids HAHA my last goodbyes and hugs were from them OMG so SWEET!
yeahyeah jared, imma gonna buy you vans from TW (like real)
HAHAHA don't text /call me from 18-22 NOV HAHAHA
thanks guys for all your wishes really ♥ you all :')
DON'T MISS ME!!!!

vanessa

GOD I FOUND YOU BACK BY PASSING THE LIGHT TO EVERYONE BY SHARING YOUR LOVE ♥

Prayer to god for strength and direction

Dear god
Let me not loose faith at you
I'm sorry that I didn't go adoration room this week and I see that I haven't let it all out especially at this point of time

Lord I pray that everything will be okay and let me believe that you will be there for me
If I'm scared, be with me
Let me imagine your holy face so I can calm down

I loose stuffs that us important to my daily life. I need your help dearest lord to help me find this items

Lord strengthen my faith too. I don't want it to hang on loose ties
If possible let me read the bible everyday and make me go to the adoration room more often

I need my dad. Now but his overseas now. Dearest lord can you be my dad for now to pull me through all my problems

In your most holy precious name, amen

BFFSSSSSSS

True friends are those people that will be with you always.

I found mine! Have you?!?


xoxo
V

Worry

I'm finding the mood to blog again！
COS I'M FEELING SO FLY LIKE A G6 ~

So been a very busy girl, band everyday
Nearly lost my faith in God
Watching glee episodes everyday
Dead, cos there is no stagetime thus I don't feel alive

I think I've been a random person talking bout stuff that us random and interesting. HAHA

BUT BEHIND ALL THISSSSS
I'm kinda worried bout lots of stuff

Yeah worried that I will not be able to play
Worried bout my lines
Worried bout my friendship
Worried that an earthquake may hit Taiwan
Worried that I get slashed
Worried
WORRIED
W.O.R.R.I.E.D

I think I'm someone that worries too much
Someone once said: worrying gives you more white hair on your head

I tried to stop worrying but it just hit me badly and make me worry so much... Maybe cos I lost faith in god thinking that he doesn't exist and me playing hero trying to solve my own worries but was buried badly?!? Hmmm maybe I haven't been praying,kinda being a bad catholic

Since glee episode 3 inspired me about this about religion it made me realize that it's your own choice to believe or not.
Should I continue believing?!?

PS: I LOVE PERRY THE PLATYPUS HAHA I WANT TO HAVE A PLATYPUS AS A PET!!



xoxo
V

Jealousy is like a knife that stabs your heart

Someone shoot me please u don't feel like blogging :/
Yeah this week sucked badly for me!!!
Getting jealous,pissed.....
GAH SUCKT TTM!!!!
I wanna jubeat I wanna jubeat!
I don't want to hurt myself so I guess I forget bout you for now

I WANNA BE STRONG! I WANNA HAVE A PAIR OF WINGS AND FLY LIKE A BIRD!

Yeah finally your bff talked to me not bad uh. But he still reminds me of you TOO MUCH!

My life sucks.

PS: listen to mariannas trench they have the best songs ever (except for the screamo parts)



xoxo
V

I miss you even though we met

It's only a few hours since we met but I miss you quite terribly now.

Today might be one of the best day ever.

During AYD during the prayer session We held hands and your hand was super warm which made me feel warm even in a place that is super cold. I guess you were having a fever alrdy :/

Rmb the retarded game?!?
Yes because of it you have to piggyback me. You were the one who signaled me to jump on you and you piggyback me!~ hmmmmmmmm. Hey I love piggybacks once again cos of you (;

Whatever I'm bragging here doesn't really make sense but falling in love with your best friend could send you such vibes.

Damn I'm drunk.





V

My heart skips a beat when I see you

Hmmm first things first. Do you believe in fate?!?

1. the ultimate agency that predetermines the course of events (often personified as a woman) Synonyms: Destiny Examples ▪we are helpless in the face of Destiny

I do believe in fate along with my 11:11 wishes and god's plan for me.

I don't know how to put things straight. I believe that fate can bond 2 ppl closer. I believe it's fate that I have met you.

But about falling in love with someone through fate?!?

Yeah that's what happened to me.
Me and him so many things in common we have the same thing happening to us. We have alot of mutual friends. We are just totally the same. We EVEN HAVE THE SAME FUTURE (tv yaw)

But I dunno whether this will last for eternity. And whether this will be my last forever and ever.

Because if anything bad happens, I think ....... ._.

So give up or continue????
(life is no nintendo game)

xoxo
V

So yeah results are out



I think I really killed myself
The first few papers came up
And a wave of emotion came.
But last few weren't that bad
>.<
but my core kinda sucked
Maths FAILED (_|_ you underline)
Chinese,geog and combined humans exactly the SAME
WTF
Okay lah English paper1,geog,bio,history
YEAH THESE ARE LIKE THE BEST PAPERS
xoxo
V

formspring.me

Ask me anything :D http://formspring.me/vanessaAong

a freedom like a child

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY !!!!
i swear i miss being a kid.
well everything's okay and i'm happy as a kid now
especially spamming ppl's fb with happy children's day wishes

WHY IS EVERYBODY CUTTING THEIR HAIR LAHHHHH.

i will pray to god that TOG will be okay, we can always prove ppl wrong

we gotta fight for this love

So studying with earnest and his friend, jon. HAHA BEST EVERRRRRRRRR.

LOL  paedophile alert.

ohmyohmy everybody is like talking about retaining.

the word 'retain' is getting way freaky. ALL WE GOTTA DO in order to prevent it is to act like nerds and study like some hardcores, don't know and stuffs ask and you will know it. JUST GOTTA BUCK UP AND PULL UP YOUR SOCKS AND SPRINT TO THE FINISH LINE !!~!

 

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i dun want my friends to retain maybe i should really teach them like some hardcore. i'm gonna try till i reallyreally can. practice makes perfect YAWWWWWW.

 

i studied and i'm like kinda resting.

 

GOD I PRAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY...

 

V

I'm different.

the last time i actually fell (and drop out) in love was in june. LIFE HAS CHANGED and i find myself different from what i was. STARTING ANEW is a difficult thing. no matter how difficult it is, i will still persevere.i regretted making those mistakes i regretted for being who i was before. I SWEAR my life has changed totally from the day i join TOG. being with them was the awesomest (Y). and i have just a little dirty secret to share, i kinda find someone in there super different treating him super different. however i'm gonna let it go. IF that love comes back. we are seriously too fated. my life's in a bliss now and i love it

xoxo
V

when you're sick

SO MY VOICE IS SCREWED.
(after all that hardcore drama well after all not that hardcore yet)

lesson learnt:
1 never flood/spam lozenges into your mouth just to save your voice (I got a damn bad stomach ache)

2 DRINK HONEY (save your voice instantly)
HEEHEE MY BESTIE SO CUTE thanks earnest :D

3 nvr sleep in aircon room when you're sick. ( AWWW I SLEPT)



OKAY I'M GONNAGONNA STUDY COS THIS IS TOO CHIO HAHA WTH AM I TALKING
BYE PPLLLLLLLLL

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I don't have to wish for 11:11 anymore

I don't have to wish for 11:11 anymore because I don't really keep track of 11:11 but however that minute itself I just kept thinking of _______ if its in the weekend he will no doubt turn around. OMG SO DAMN FATED but I can't confirm yet. this is GOD'S plan for me and I'm ready. ready for what he have prepared for me.

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HAHA I ♥ YOU EPICS

sorry if i wasn't bloging that often. my life is really way busy even during the holidays

HAHA I LOVE DANCE PARTY TTM CAN.

AND I GOT HOOKED ON jubeat (damn its like a drug)

and all that hardcore rehearsals just for yesterday's performance.

epic is gonna be a major part of my secondary school life.

i never knew i could dance till i met all these awesome ppl ;D

OHMYOHMY i miss TOG :(((

Hey meet my sister :DDDD


Holidays coming to an end :(
I'm still alive at 1.34 am.
Dance party is still on.
Ciao I gottaa sleep now cos movie tmrw

Let me repeat myself again: JUBEAT IS ADDICTIVE (Y)




xoxo

dance dance like this

WHATS WITH THIS GUYS WHO COMMENTED ON YOUR TAGBOARD. SPAMMERS MAN

okay like finally im blogging.
so many things actually happen.
weird stuff to be exact
LEARNING DANCE, AKIDO AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS OMG
LIFE IS SO COOOOOOLLLLLLL!

so hell yeah my holiday is like gone to partying. gahh i need to study. -,-
my mom still doesn't understand me. treats me like a five year old.
thats the reason why i just dun wanna go home.
without dad around life sucks
i envy ppl who can do whatever they what.
but the thing is because they have an incomplete family :/
but some kids with complete family still have the freedom.
THE WORLD IS UNFAIR.
FML

however i like my outside life better than my home life.
COS OUTSIDE WITH ALL THOSE AWESOME FRIENDS
my parents think i got into bad company, WHERE GOT?!?
i don't smoke and do all those illegal stuff...
HEY I'M A LAW ABIDING CITIZEN
i cant wait to be 16 right now. ALL THOSE FREEDOMS.

I WANNA GO LASALLE I WANNA GO LASALLE

sigh whatever.......... ...... ...... ....
life sucks just admit it.

BTW GUYS PLS GO FOR THIS:

yeah its like my church dance party and im like one of the planners !!!
September 11 2010, 7pm.

Dance Club @ Church of Christ The King.

$10 per person, buy 9+1 free.

Strictly for those 13-18 years of age.
HAHA STRICTLY NO ALCOHOL. HAHAHAHAHA
OMG PLS GOOOOOO. I <3 you guys if you all GOOOOOOOOO ...
call me at @92718612 if you wanna ask more questions


CIAO SEE YOU AT THE DANCE FLOOR

I MISS YOU PUNYANIT

:(


i never know till today actually how much a friend affected me, in a positive way. her name is punyanit. even though i only known her for two years, it seems like we known each other since forever. i wish i could spend more time with her, but it seems that its just too late. she left for canada today at 1.30PM. and she is still on the flight. watching her go in the departure hall really sends many ppl to tears. and i just get all over emotional whenever i hug her, knowing that this will be the last time i get to hug her and spending her last few minutes in singapore together. its like almost seeing someone on their death bed. seeing her shadow and listening to the words that she spoke to me on the phone, it can just send me to tears. all those crying in church for two days can see how much i will really miss her. practically the whole TOG was there for me. these are the friends that are true. i have to face the fact and accept it that she have to go. I WANT CHRISTMAS NOW AND FOREVER BECAUSE SHE PROMISE SHE WILL BE BACK. i really gonna miss her alot :(((((((



this guardian angel that God have sent me.



thanks earnest,justin,jared,kyra,joie,isabelle,mike,alex,brian and everyone else for cheering me up.



i gonna have to face this again. another friend leaving………..