I'm sorry bloggie I've neglected you so much, but I'm reallyreally busy!
AWESOME THINGS THAT HAPPEN:
youthmass
Earnest's birthday (whoo free lunch)
Mike's birthday
FELL SICK TWICE IN JAN!
sherman's recovery
NGEE ANN POLY
ACJC
more peeps in tog!
FLEA!
DRAMA IS INSANE AND SEXUAL
BANDSLACK
JOEL's house twice
Manymanymanymany things happen for a good cause all because of the holy spirit!
Yeah talking bout that I'm getting confirmed this year : 9th July! Rmb the date peeps come down and see me enter catholic adulthood!
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okay the holy spirit has touched me in many different ways and I would like to say that it's everydayy! Small little things like having smthg that make you particularly happy and giving you a big smile is a sign! My experiences on how I felt the holy spirit is reallyreally dramatic but I'm happy that I'm fortunate to have him in my life! So here it goes:
I used to be a girl who had very shallow faith. I didn't know who god was and I thought mother Mary was just a statue! I hated the rosary and I only pray for the sake of praying,thinking God was some genie. I was being forced to go to mass.
But things took a turn when I was in sec 3 and I still can rmb it clearly. Earnest was the one who brought me to have deeper faith (yeah the mercs car joke)
Than cc3 was better! Angie brought me to adoration and I spent a good time of 1 hour in it. (itwasmyfirsttime) and all the words in the passage were super bold! Yup then came the blessed sacrament. I kept breaking down and I felt this warmth around me my sore throat was taken away and tears just kept flowing! I felt weird but turns out that the cathecists were crying too so this was extremely normal for me!
So I joined tog and there's this very welcoming warmth, I believe it's the holy spirit bonding us together. Life was really good and I was being catholic, a real one. Then came AYD. when I see the blessed sacrament again I kept crying, shauna told me it was fine to cry and she's tearing too (tears of joy)!
Than youth camp! I didn't know I could open up so much and share and actually listen to peeps. I get affirmation like being really cheerful to the whole group hyping them up and a source of joy. I didn't know I was like that! And then came the laying of hands and I felt the spirit even more stronger than before! I went around praying for others even though I don't know them that well. When Jared hugged me and prayed for me I was crying really alot like a river! He told lots of stuff that cleared my doubts and those were the best words I heard. And in that long embrace I really felt the spirit its links giving Jared the tongues to tell him to tell me the answers that I always wanted to hear.and earnest's made me cry even more and he just kept patting my back and even affirmed me. Alex too and when Jared fainted I really felt the spirit calling me to do smthg was to gather th whole groupto pray for him but I broke down and I thinnk everything turned better. The friends whom are always there. Earnest Dom and Alex. The spirit has touched me in many ways and I really like to thank him for making my life so colorful and so holy! I LOVE YOU HOLY SPIRIT!
And there are more to come!
