Wednesday, November 24, 2010

TAIWANNNNNN

and yes harro humans
im back from TAIWAN!
awesome nice place
i swear that this is one of the most awesomnest trip EVER
i miss the cold weather, the chaos, the lights, the shopping. the food ...........
kinda lazyto blog all
i really love amnda yong shi hui!!!
HAHA ICEBERG EVERYMORNING!!

SHIOK TTM!!!

I MISS starbuckssssss ._.

PICS ARE UPLOADED ON fb
      
wheee!!! LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING
ZANETA CHAN YEN PING AT MY HOUSE NOW!! HEHEHEHEHE ♥

AND YES TMRW KICKSTART THE AYD ROUTINE!!!
TAOPAYOH SPORTS HALL GONNA BE MY NEW HOME

AND PLEASE NKOREA PLEASEHAVE PEACE!!!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

leaving all these stuff behind for a little while


YES! TOMORROW i'll BE IN TAIWAN!!!! can't wait!
OMG IM SO HIGH ALRDY!
gonna miss tons of ppl especially the AYD kids HAHA my last goodbyes and hugs were from them OMG so SWEET!
yeahyeah jared, imma gonna buy you vans from TW (like real)
HAHAHA don't text /call me from 18-22 NOV HAHAHA
thanks guys for all your wishes really ♥ you all :')
DON'T MISS ME!!!!

vanessa

GOD I FOUND YOU BACK BY PASSING THE LIGHT TO EVERYONE BY SHARING YOUR LOVE ♥

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Prayer to god for strength and direction

Dear god
Let me not loose faith at you
I'm sorry that I didn't go adoration room this week and I see that I haven't let it all out especially at this point of time

Lord I pray that everything will be okay and let me believe that you will be there for me
If I'm scared, be with me
Let me imagine your holy face so I can calm down

I loose stuffs that us important to my daily life. I need your help dearest lord to help me find this items

Lord strengthen my faith too. I don't want it to hang on loose ties
If possible let me read the bible everyday and make me go to the adoration room more often

I need my dad. Now but his overseas now. Dearest lord can you be my dad for now to pull me through all my problems

In your most holy precious name, amen


BFFSSSSSSS




True friends are those people that will be with you always.

I found mine! Have you?!?


xoxo
V

Friday, November 12, 2010

Worry




I'm finding the mood to blog again!
COS I'M FEELING SO FLY LIKE A G6 ~

So been a very busy girl, band everyday
Nearly lost my faith in God
Watching glee episodes everyday
Dead, cos there is no stagetime thus I don't feel alive

I think I've been a random person talking bout stuff that us random and interesting. HAHA

BUT BEHIND ALL THISSSSS
I'm kinda worried bout lots of stuff

Yeah worried that I will not be able to play
Worried bout my lines
Worried bout my friendship
Worried that an earthquake may hit Taiwan
Worried that I get slashed
Worried
WORRIED
W.O.R.R.I.E.D

I think I'm someone that worries too much
Someone once said: worrying gives you more white hair on your head

I tried to stop worrying but it just hit me badly and make me worry so much... Maybe cos I lost faith in god thinking that he doesn't exist and me playing hero trying to solve my own worries but was buried badly?!? Hmmm maybe I haven't been praying,kinda being a bad catholic

Since glee episode 3 inspired me about this about religion it made me realize that it's your own choice to believe or not.
Should I continue believing?!?

PS: I LOVE PERRY THE PLATYPUS HAHA I WANT TO HAVE A PLATYPUS AS A PET!!



xoxo
V

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Jealousy is like a knife that stabs your heart





Someone shoot me please u don't feel like blogging :/
Yeah this week sucked badly for me!!!
Getting jealous,pissed.....
GAH SUCKT TTM!!!!
I wanna jubeat I wanna jubeat!
I don't want to hurt myself so I guess I forget bout you for now

I WANNA BE STRONG! I WANNA HAVE A PAIR OF WINGS AND FLY LIKE A BIRD!

Yeah finally your bff talked to me not bad uh. But he still reminds me of you TOO MUCH!

My life sucks.

PS: listen to mariannas trench they have the best songs ever (except for the screamo parts)



xoxo
V