I MISS YOU PUNYANIT

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i never know till today actually how much a friend affected me, in a positive way. her name is punyanit. even though i only known her for two years, it seems like we known each other since forever. i wish i could spend more time with her, but it seems that its just too late. she left for canada today at 1.30PM. and she is still on the flight. watching her go in the departure hall really sends many ppl to tears. and i just get all over emotional whenever i hug her, knowing that this will be the last time i get to hug her and spending her last few minutes in singapore together. its like almost seeing someone on their death bed. seeing her shadow and listening to the words that she spoke to me on the phone, it can just send me to tears. all those crying in church for two days can see how much i will really miss her. practically the whole TOG was there for me. these are the friends that are true. i have to face the fact and accept it that she have to go. I WANT CHRISTMAS NOW AND FOREVER BECAUSE SHE PROMISE SHE WILL BE BACK. i really gonna miss her alot :(((((((



this guardian angel that God have sent me.



thanks earnest,justin,jared,kyra,joie,isabelle,mike,alex,brian and everyone else for cheering me up.



i gonna have to face this again. another friend leaving………..

Just a helping hand

Have you ever wanted to help someone but hesitated and just ignored it?

That is what happened to me on Friday. Talk about being a good christian

God was telling me something that day went I was out with the girls
He told me to stare at the blind woman
She was flipping the chair nervously trying to open it. She's a busker
I wanted to help her but I was so close, so close to helping her but I failed.

Instead I hesitated and just walked away, pretending I did not stare at her at all, totally
Leaving her alone trying to open the chair

Yet i made someone's day too
Yes the person was nurul
We surprised her with a nutella cake and we can see that she was really touched we even let her sing to her fav Korean songs with Vienna
GOSH I REALLY LOVE THOSE GIRLS ALOT!

Gotten inspiration from a stranger?
Yes I did after leaving the blind woman alone.
It was the kbox guy apparently he is a new worker.
He's really helpful and he made me feel guilty for not helping the blind woman
He was the guy who set up the cake and gave a big surprise.

See how little things like this could make someone's day.


xoxo

Ps: will be on hiatus cos I seriously need to study
Will try to be back soon, stay tune! :D

and daren Macbeth movie is porn! :P

CHANGE thats the thing we have been talking about

first things first to ask : are you resillient?

FYI:characterized or marked by resilience: as a : capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture b : tending to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change

this was what eagan asked me.
to tell you the guys we apparently failed to make her step down.
but what mr yeo said was true.
i've come out up with a plan that should make it better.
but its kept secret

how resilient are you?
i remember mrs low asking this question.
to be frank i used to not be resilient at all.
once fallen , cannot bounce back.
but alot of things happen
it made me stronger,better and faster
i'm a much positive person now.

whatever happen just now it made me did alot of thinking.
do i myself have flaws that are really obvious.
everyone makes mistakes
cos nobody is perfect
all you need to do is to give them a second chance

i know that we have given alot of chances though
but i myself couldn't even take over the board if she have to step down
because as mr yeo say i could not communicate properly and that is the truth

just move on and go with the plan if she still do not want to change, then sayonara
be resilient don't get down because of these setback.
nothing is gonna stop us
and the next step will be a better one.
i swear to you.

fall the hard way and learn your lesson.

another chance. use it wisely. turn over a new leaf

Money makes people way greedy

"money money money in a rich man's world!"

Seriously can money fall like rain from the sky please????

I'm really fretting over money right now.

1) hokkaido band trip in nov
It's worth $2800 but mr B subsidized till $2060 (not much difference cos of the two :( )
And I just bloody hell called the edusave enquiry line and I spammed it so badly and my account only left with $55 _|_
I wanna wash cars now to minimize the fare that I have to pay by hard cash

2) Class tee
$17.50 !!!! My dads gonna kill me cos I have to buy so many shirts. I hope it's in the right size I dun wanna waste my money

3) _|_ Chinese o'level revision book

4) I owe Cheryl Kok and Lynne Ong money. If I hadn't lost my wallet then -.-

6) BUKIT TIMAH GEOG TRIP $8

5) actually I need money for everything

DAD PLEASE GIVE ME AN ATM CARD PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP?
(gosh I sounded like a spoilt brat)

Seriously I'm like draining my dad's money from his bank account
Imagine $2060 on the cheque
Some pickpocket will just steal it from me.

sigh why can't the government top up edusave accounts when it's below 100 . Seriously man I have to stay with the 55 bucks till next year pathetic much. -.-
Budget school eating up all my edusave money. I could get a bursary but what for MY DAD OVERSHOT THE CRITERIA
his salary is like double the criteria

Damn it

My dad earns alot but he have like what four people to feed
I guess I'm seriously the most expensive child

I remember asking him whether I could go lasalle to take up theatre studies. However the school fee was $10,000 according to dani. AND HE SAID NO. he said no to my passion now I have to find an alternative way

Seriously why must my elusive finish at this point of time, see how troublesome it made my life like

I wanna be budget. Please support me.
xoxo

Shut the

Fag. There's so many test GG


xoxo

You and I collide

Have you ever heard your favorite song being played many times at the same time, SAME PLACE? ironic much though

My favorite song is 'collide' by howie day
I rmb I sang it in church camp infront of Aaron
Okay that's the past
I once told god 'whoever can play that song on guitar in front of me is really someone who really made my day (i don't get this part:/)
So ya it started on Friday when earnest started playing that song through his iPhone and he and Joel were singing it. And it sounded awesome. I was grateful to god because of this. It was the only best song out of the emo songs that was played
Then Saturday before TOG there was this guy who played that song in church. It made me really happy
After TOG they played the song again.

Just realized it IT ALL HAPPENED IN CHURCH
EITHER THROGH GUITAR OR PHONES
AND ALWAYS SANG BY GUYS IN MY CHURCH

AND ALL KNOW HOW TO PLAY GUITAR

Seriously this is a signal from God
And it's difficult for me to explain it.
Especially the words. 'you and I 'collide''
So cool (Y)

Yesterday was a great day though besides the band part
I can't perform for showcase cos of outdoor performance at macritchie _|_

And I think I can't perform for scc day
FML.

went home after TOG got scolded and went to brian's house to study
We did. And it was productive Alex could be a tuition teacher
Earnest gave up and said he wanted to be a priest cos they no need math. But in the end he changed his mind, cos priest could not get married MAJOR LOL

Then we watched rec2 PURE HORROR
it's all in SPANISH AND ONE GUY WAS SUPER VULGAR he kept saying fuck
Like every single line also have it
However I still don't know the F word in Spanish
I was scared at first but it wasn't scary though
Exorcism of Emily rose is way SCARY
it's all about mad zombies running around and getting head shot to get killed FUCKING FUNNY (Y)
Sadly I have to leave halfway so I didn't really know the story
I WANNA HAVE MORE OUTINGS LIKE THIS. but it will rise up my dads bp
Cos I could make him angry. When will be the right time dad???

My cute cousins are here. But I have to study _|_

Ps I have a tumblr :stuckinafairytale